Nothing is Real

by Sad Baxter

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04:03

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Thanks to those who inspired these songs, friends, family, teachers, pets, music, video games, coffee, Flat Rat cults, cowkillers, brobots, and memories.

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released 08 November 2012

Sad Baxter is:
Deezy Youngdahl - vocals, guitar, bass.
Alex Mojaverian - drums.


All songs written and recorded by Sad Baxter
Produced by Alex Mojaverian

Matt Pezone played lead guitar on tracks 1, 2, and 4.
Nora Lutz played bass on track 4.
Linus barked on track 3.


Album artwork by Chelsea Soisson
www.chelseasoisson.com


sadbaxtermusic@gmail.com

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Track Name: Hit the Road!
It's reaching that point where I can't sleep
everyone I know is moving on but me....
But time keeps moving, that's what scares me the most.
It's all ending, or has it just begun? I wish I could say now...

Surrounded by walls it's been hard to breathe,
so we'll hit the road, it's where I want to be.
And time keeps moving, that's what scares me the most.
It's all ending, or has it just begun?

I wish I could say,
but you, no you wouldn't understand what it feels like to be me,
pouring out my heart into this microphone.
You don't know yourself, so don't give me an opinion.
Can I turn this car around?

Time keeps moving, that's what scares me the most.
It's all ending, or has it just begun?
I wish I could say now......
Track Name: I Wonder What You Think of Me
I wonder what you think of me
I wonder if you fall asleep with images of me inside of your head,
I wonder what you think of me....

I think you probably think of me,
when you're in bed inside of your dreams
those images of me inside of your head,
I think you probably think of me.

I wonder what you do sometimes...
If you could only hear the thoughts in my mind.
I wonder what goes on inside of your head,
I wonder what you think of me.

I wonder if I could hurt you?
I wonder how hard it would be to wring your little wrists inside of my hands,
I wonder if I'd want to?

I wonder how you sleep at night,
I wonder who turns off your lights.
In your dreams, are you kissing me? Killing me? You want nothing to do with me?
I wonder that.

I wonder what you think of me.
Track Name: Eugene
Eugene, you seem like a really sweet guy
I wouldn't want to waste your time, unless you want to share it with me.
Eugene, I know that you're not that cool,
you're like the nerdiest boy at our school.
I still want you to sit here with me, Eugene.

Oh, Eugene,
Why don't you want to be with me?

We'd make such a perfect fit!
In a dark room with some candles lit, I wonder if you'd want to kiss me?
Eugene, can I come over after school?
We'll break all of your mother's rules,
like jumping on the couch or eating snacks up in your room!
Track Name: Doghouse
Sticks and stones
I broke all your bones 'cuz I'm stupid.
I guess it really hurt,
you didn't hold back when you broke all of mine,
is there anything I can do?

I'm in the doghouse now, I thought I threatened you to keep out?
We're in the doghouse now, I wouldn't want to be anywhere else.

I screwed up,
I let my mouth run 'cuz I'm foolish.
I didn't mean it though,
and hours go by while I wait all alone.
Please, don't hang up the phone.

I'm in the doghouse now, I thought I threatened you to keep out?
We're in the doghouse, now, I wouldn't want to be anywhere else.

Those words I wrote were not thought out, I know you hate me now.
Please don't hang up the phone on me, you know that I'm not proud.
Those words I wrote were not thought out, you know I love you now.
Please, don't hang up the phone.

Is there anything I can do?
Track Name: Only You
Darling, don't get so upset,
you know all I do is think of you.
I never mean to harm you.
When you cast your spell on me
I was just a little lost, you see.
But now the fog is lifting,
I can see more clearly.

Oh, if you only knew what I thought, only of you.
Only of you, my darling.

My love, I just make it bad,
all I ever do is cut you, deep,
though it's never my intention.
When you're mad the sun goes down,
stars turn black, just like Dalmatian spots.
I hardly even see them,
I still see how you shine.

Oh, if you only knew what I thought, only of you.
Only of you, my darling.

It's a race against my impulse, keeping my thoughts from coming out,
but if all I do is hurt, then I wish I never spoke.
And if all you do is spite me, then perhaps we'll never work,
but you keep forgiving me....
so I'm doing something right, I guess.

Darling, I don't want to fight.
Maybe I should let you get away,
before I cut our hearts out.
I'll just watch you from the sides,
cheering on and knowing I screwed up.
You will go on smiling,
I will go on trying
to make you understand
how I think
only of you,
my darling.